OMG! So a lot of cool things going on at the same time as a few bad things. So I woke up on Tuesday to find that my post had arrived and in it was my comic... that's right.. my shiney new Cat Flat comic! All bound and printed and shiney and I was over the MOOOOOON!!!


I also went shopping this week with
we were xmas shopping...
For xmas we have brought each other commitment rings! I am so0o0 happy and so blessed to have him in my world let alone to have him buying me a commitment ring!

Also to anyone who was at the presentation at Derby Uni's Anime and Manga Society that I did, thank you so0o0o much! I made that presentation the night before and pulled an all nighter to get it finished and for those of you who know me that is a BIG deal. I nap a LOT! because of my meds and condition. So thank you, i hope it was both entertaining and informative. I also hope you liked Rosie's side of it all with the manga monsters. We thought that up on the spot too :S **hides** lol

On the more negative side, the pain is at unbearable limits. All i wana do is sleep because wen im unconscious it doesn't hurt anymore. Luckily the pills have been making me do just that,,, but constantly. I have my MRI on saturday so wish me luck and after that we'll find out if i can have surgery or anything. I don't know wat I'll do if they can't do anything. I seriously cant live with this pain. Its like there's a gremlin, clinging his nails into my spine and grating it with a cheese grater and then every few minutes shoving a red hot poker up through the bottom of my spine... **sigh** but you guys wont wana hear that.

So had a bad nightmare tonight, hence why I'm awake at this hour (5am) luckily is online to keep me company but it was a horrible dream.
For those active watchers who follow my journal you'll know i watched my grandad die in the summer and was the one holding my nan up when she broke down both at the hospital and at the funeral. Well in my dream i kept seeing him and no one else could. At least he looked happy so im glad about that. But we were at som sort of church service, possibly a memorial. And my nan has an Aortic Aneyurism and basically if it pops she will die, end of. And that both scares and upsets me. And in the nightmare she had some sort of shock, and i was trying to talk her round from it, she went all weird and talked slow and was looking right at me I dunno was scary, anyways I got pushed away by ppl like my dad trying to help her so i went and sat back down as i was told. Some how in my dream i fell asleep (lol that's how tired I am!) And then wen i woke up everyone around me was sad, and bascially she'd died whilst i'd been asleep. It was HORRIBLE! I woke up and sam hugged me coz i was crying, both coz it scared me about my nan and also coz i miss my grandad. Think i dreamt it coz xmas is coming and since we were babies we've always spent xmas with the both of them, so this yr will be hard.

ANYWAYS!

Don't forget my contest, I've already had some AMAZING work sent in and the deadline is the 1st Jan so please make sure to get it in on time!
You can find the info for it here:
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And I hope you're all having fun on the lead up to xmas!